i haven't ever in my life met someone who cared so deeply about where i was going with my life and how i was going about getting there.. i need someone like that in my life.. there are a lot of differences between the two of us but i am pretty sure that we needed each other.. just to balance things and make things right..
i did not want things to end over the phone or computer even thats how it happened..i would have liked us to have had the opportunity to see each other one last time before ending everything.. that would have been for the best i am certain..unfortunately things dont always happen the way you want them to..
i am hoping that things will cool down enough soon that we can talk again.. i really want to see this person one last time before we end up never speaking again.. which again i say, i dont want this person out of my life entirely but thats not really up to me at this point..
if you respect me, i will in turn respect you..thats what relationships are about.. trust and respect..
i hope that he reads this..and maybe can understand a little more where i am coming from..i hope he realizes that i do in fact love him.. those are strong words and i might regret saying them but at this point i do not.. he's been there for me and done more for me than any other person i can think of right now.. tcb <3